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Monday, November 16, 2009 { 8:41 AM }

if there was, one chance you could be
anywhere closer to me
in a perfect world, that chance would come
but it's all just a dream

if i should, say whats on my mind
if i said it line by line
would you care to, try to understand
or would you just turn your head

countless times that i have tried
to bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find
that i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know
afriad to show, it's hurting me but i can't let it go

like a fool i fell behind
deep into your shadows and watching you from afar
still i try to let my soul reach out to you
someday somehow i will let you know that i love you

if one day, i was able to
spread my wings and fly to you
if i reached out, would you take my hand
or am i asking for too much

countless times that i have tried
to bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find
that i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know
someday somehow i will let you know that i love you
i love you.

Thursday, August 27, 2009 { 8:14 AM }

Woohoo ! just wake up ==" wah recently i wake up so late .. now is alr 12 +
uhmm today i dun have any plans..so i turn my com on .. msging and check out some nice links !! and funny video =)
i play game for 2 hour suddenly . got this gay i know @ gym call me.. ask me go gym with him .. so i go..
i go to tpy gym ! do some running and tone my body ==" i promise tingting on my bday i will let her see somethings HAHA !!! cannot tell u guys wad's that ..
After workout .. i on my way to tingting sch ! i misunderstand her msg =( i tot she end sch @ 4 . but she end @ 3.25 so in the end i didnt look for her..(i'm little disappointed but i didnt angry haha.funny lo tingting keep saying sorry==".)FORGIVEN =^^=. Then weijie call me asked me play badminton then i steady .. go Macpherson CC ..james,john ,wei shen, wei jie reached le.. um the court is booked by Uncle. The badminton gAme so fun.. WEi jie damn funny .. he misssed alot lo.. after that we go buy drinks .. sit and chat =) Ry come super late lo.. say late abit..he come we going le.. he just play for 10 min ==" come to see us HAHA !!

Tml Got EPC Exam .. GOODLUCK TO ME0906 AND ME =)

Saturday, August 22, 2009 { 10:23 AM }

Halo!!
Just a quick blog.. Im VERY happy today..Someone made my day up =)
in the morning i didnt late for training ^^ as i promise u..after that during the training it's FUN..i keep notice u .just wanna see wad u doing .who is the one closer to u..==" haha.. not bad i help quite alot during the Chit Chat Session =) HAHA!!
Tingting very quiet when she come to my station ==" didnt give much idea ..
Omg i cant finish the water actually .. i saw tingting finish it i also want to finish .. coz i accompany her ^^ b4 the water parade i drank milk .. that's why ^^ ohya CEO of CC come to give us a talk.. he's one of the GM in Maple..So coool .but GM sometime useless de.. =( he dun look old .quite handsome =)
anyway after the talk .. we go for our lunch =) actually i want to sit beside U .. but u dun want ..forget it then HAHA!! After that yvfynn talk to us abt her story ..then suddenly all so quiet ..but i @ there keep laughing ..Hohoho so funny ..coz we share jokes @ the back =="
i left @ 1 plus .jan give us a fruit..i dun know wad's that ..for me i dun think it;s nice =( Tingting and i went to uhmm..(parkway) the sun super duper strong lo..almost burn me .. we walk ard till 3? then we talk bus to train and then she my tingting to tuition @ lakeside =)

BTW.. i heard my tingting sing..her singing is GREAT!! SERIOUSLY NICE !!! Woohoo =) dun forget the promise..we meet each other 100 times u need to sing for me xD now alr 40 times..60 more to go..JIAYOU !

Monday, August 17, 2009 { 7:51 AM }

Hello!
Today i whole day @ home ..Super bored !!
It's holiday for me now..Study Break !!
i promise someone i will study hard .. today i study EPC !! my weakest subject ,,so B O R I N G can!!
my first smile is make by someone !! ytd no one know im emo! Only Meiyi from my seconday friend notice ..She asked me cheer up..she might know abit wad am i thinking ..
during evening i went to play bball ! my got cut on my finger .. do some sit and push up to keep my self fit..
i understand some things now..no matter how hard i work , i still failed..i'll give u more time for sure.i dun wanna lose u . so ya .!! i dun give up that ez.IM STRONG !!

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 { 8:04 AM }

Today .just came back from work! i rush back home to online ..because someone is waiting for me.i got alot of things wanna tell her .But when i get back home.i forget wad i wanna tell her.Hais.why im so forgetful..Hais.Overall im sad today..i dun tell ppl im sad only some ppl i will tell..i express my feeling to blog..

Just finish showering.she offline.we dun have topic to talk... i try my best to look for topic.but i dun think it;s working.coz .. nvm ! u think lack of topic is a problems? After that i went to see someone blog..i know she also feeling down.and i saw someone comment too..Hais. i think he;s better than me.. somehow i got the jealous feeling so..ya!

i update my post next time..

I'll pray for u..Take care !

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 { 8:31 PM }

6/8
My classmate 'good' lo class cancel dun tell me if not today im not coming sch le.. 8 go sch..@ library slack till 1 pm .. omg SO long then 1 pm that lesson. HELLO HELLO teacher always talking to the wall ..no ppl listen also sia.got go or no go also same..better study @ home lo..
early in the morning tingting drink milo only .. coz no one make breakfast for her.Poor thing ..actually i long time wanna blog le..just that got error ..
tingting having extra lesson till 5 .. i know she's quite tired le coz 7 period without break .. for me i cant tahan .. Tml someone wearing secondary uniform =) hahas

5/8
Wednesday again.. Every Wednesday we sure have outing .. due to early dismissal .. 10 am we end class le.alot ppl didnt come lo..lecture hall really really damn empty .less than 30 ppl can!! Harry foo sure damn sad == HAHAS !! after that we go make up lesson ..EPC again ..But this time i understand abit..Yeah .. We go off @ 12.
Then we make our way to VIVO city.. kel ask us to eat @ Earle Swensen's ..food is nice =) BAKED RICE == we order 2 Baked rice .. Can vomit if we see baked rice now . 6 month can dun eat baked rice le.The Bowl super duper big can !! Cant finish i give to kok wei and kel =) HAHA !! van and kok eat salmon . yong and kel eat chicken .. = = wah actually kok and me want order ice cream .. lucky didnt order cant eat anymore le.. kel so strong lo she order ice cream ==..

we walk around vivo awhile then go sentosa .. suxuan and her class also there..oO got angmo girl ^ ^

actually tingting ask me to find her .. then my friend dun let me go sia =(

4/8
must take care urself kk =) cheer up . i understand ur feeling now .. dun be too worried everything will be ok soon .. call me if u need my help..Btw want go poly ? i will support ur decison . just work hard ..Smileeeeeeee =)

Anyway im super pissed off .. My phone bill ... bomb .my dad told me it's student plan how come end up not student plan leh.. then i msg too much le..he scold me sia..HIASSSSSSSSSSSS =( so like this i cant msg u much.. hope U understand ..

3/8
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPYYY BIRRTHHDAYYYYYY TO MAMA !!!!
i get her shirt ..quite nice =)
my sister get her MUG from genting .. she like mug so ya =)

31/7
WOOHOO .. Thank god it friday !!
early in the morning i wake up iron my tie , shirt and pant .. coz later having presentation..
my Q number is 10 before gatti .. intially i'm nervous but i try hard to stable myself.. i got bring notes out .actually want to read from notes .teacher dun encourage that so i try not to look @ the notes..i think this presentation im ok.. =)Yong is the first to present follow by Van !! Van have stage fright so she keep looking @ her notes.but i think she's good..

After presentation we went for lunch then math lesson..Yanliang webcamming with Tzeying == HAHA!!

@ Evening ..I meet tingting @ TPY . i went to cut my hair .. she super boring !! she keep complaining to me "say why u cut so long .. 1 HOUR " i told her 1 hour for me super fast le..the boss normally cut for me took 1 hr 30 min plus lo... he told me ur gf rushing i say no.. HAHA!! tingting say she wont accomapany cut hair next time ..finishing msg her then she meet me ..
@nite we went to city hall.. walk around ..after that go to "Durian cover " . i super long didnt go there le..ever since we break..we go near riverside enjoy the breeze .That day TingTing she dress up quite nice too. That day i was super HAPPY =))

THANKS U MADE MY DAY !!

29/7
time pass really fast..so fast 1 week liao..today i dun want go home early .so i jio them for pool..
Tang , kok wei and van very steady ..They say ok ..
ONLY Yong .. wa lao need ppl drag de..
Good he go @ last..he very good in pool..
Soon Darren here too..Van open 2 table coz too many ppl . we played for 3 hours
coz darren and van waiting for ppl then go out buy present for friends.Tang , wei and me take Bus 25 back ..

26/7
Tingting went durian buffet @ good wood park hotel
HAHA !! she like durian..Soon she want let me try..
i promise her le.i will eat..but if i cant finish she will help me =)

25/7
NO Plan!! only go work..no life rite = =
but i need $$ i want buy my stuff .. i need shoe , shirt n short , flip flop..
SO I NEED TO CHOING =)

22/7
2 hour in sch after that end lesson can go home le..so sianz !!
Van jio us to play pool..we said ok =)
went to AMK play for 2hourS then shop around lo..
HAHA!!! i'm noob dun know how to play well ..
kok wei and tang played well ..
tang became van shifu ..he teache van ..soon van become pro.she will bully me =(

21/7
Tingting rmb that time u accompany me go see doctor when im sick?? i think u know la =) i forget i need to go hospital to check my knees..OMG maybe im too busy with Projects le..anyway i book the time again but nurse say need to wwait..

18/7
Work ! work ! work ! work !!!!!!!!!!!!

every sat and sun sell shoe @ same place so sianz ..
Actually i looking for a better paide job and can work with lots of ppl , unlike hush puppies only 2 ...hais
if u guys have pls intro me .. currently i looking for $6-8 per hour .Thanks !

17/7
having com skill for 3 hour..Yawn !! so boring .. then have math lesson and EPC ..EPC is hard im still trying super hard to master..End sch so late .. 6 plus then dun feel like going other place want go home asap .. lay @ bed sleep =) Today out of no where @ bus when im on my way back ..i think of her.coz today is the day we first stead..but she and me is history le.. hais..i want forget her la.. == biao jie know her rite..that time u asked me bring her to ur bday party ..

16/7
Im late for sch then i told teacher i woke up late..coz i super tired due to yesterday @ sentosa =) then he say next time late i will mark u as didnt come..but i know that teacher jkjk de HAHA!!after that having analgoue and digital lesson the HELLO HELLO Teacher damn siao siao de..Van and kel cant take it le hahas...

15/7

Wed , Morning when to sch @ 9 have EPC for 1 hour ..then go for computer programming ..ZHANG B late for class haha.. we waited for him so long !! sianz ..After that go sentosa with classmates.got tang,van,kok wei ,wallace and me ...we played frisbee and volleyball..then sun damn strong .then i got sun burn =(

Vanessa Gattison Celeste Suxuan

Vanessa
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Celeste
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